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Showing posts with label Life's Journey. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Life's Journey. Show all posts
Friday, February 19, 2016
Sunday, January 10, 2016
Journal entry 1/10/16
Completing the first full week of 2016 I would definitely say that I am on the right path. I won't pretend to say that I haven't tripped a time or two, but the challenges are getting less difficult and the behavioral changes I wanted to make are taking from.
Work became much easier when I change my attitude and make it be a "let it Go" or don't become the salmon and try to go upstream. Just go with the flow.
I have caught myself being negative and in most pats have been able to turn it around. But just the very fact that I caught myself is a major kudos to me!
I have definitely done more things for myself and am trying to sever the ball of yarn that is wrapped around my children's lives. I don't think I'm doing them any good by not pushing them out of the nest. Michelle made the comment this week that she doesn't want to accept a job for minimum wage because it is not enough money. OK - reality check here - since when is ANY amount of money worse than NONE?
Still no wod from jared although i did send him a text message this week telling him I respected his wishes and that I love him no matter what. I think the solution to this one is really just let the time pass.
I am ending my week on a great note with a massage this morning and cuddle time. I have to go to bed early so I can get up at 3 to be at work by 4AM -
Congratulations Brenda!! You are doing great
Work became much easier when I change my attitude and make it be a "let it Go" or don't become the salmon and try to go upstream. Just go with the flow.
I have caught myself being negative and in most pats have been able to turn it around. But just the very fact that I caught myself is a major kudos to me!
I have definitely done more things for myself and am trying to sever the ball of yarn that is wrapped around my children's lives. I don't think I'm doing them any good by not pushing them out of the nest. Michelle made the comment this week that she doesn't want to accept a job for minimum wage because it is not enough money. OK - reality check here - since when is ANY amount of money worse than NONE?
Still no wod from jared although i did send him a text message this week telling him I respected his wishes and that I love him no matter what. I think the solution to this one is really just let the time pass.
I am ending my week on a great note with a massage this morning and cuddle time. I have to go to bed early so I can get up at 3 to be at work by 4AM -
Congratulations Brenda!! You are doing great
Thursday, January 7, 2016
Who Am I
So part of my 'me' year includes resuming counseling.
I met a brand new worman and I instantly clicked with her. Before I knew it an hour had passed and she had all my history pin pointed.
She asked me a few questions I just have to mull over.
Have I processed my divorce (it has been 23 years)
Do I understand my emotions
Who am I?
It is very difficult to believe that at the mid point of my life I cannot really answer those questions - but the exciting part will be the journey to find out.
She also made some keen observations:
1. The system failed me
2. My voice has been squashed
3. My guilt has to be let go of.
4. I have multiple personas.
I met a brand new worman and I instantly clicked with her. Before I knew it an hour had passed and she had all my history pin pointed.
She asked me a few questions I just have to mull over.
Have I processed my divorce (it has been 23 years)
Do I understand my emotions
Who am I?
It is very difficult to believe that at the mid point of my life I cannot really answer those questions - but the exciting part will be the journey to find out.
She also made some keen observations:
1. The system failed me
2. My voice has been squashed
3. My guilt has to be let go of.
4. I have multiple personas.
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