Before I start my journal I want to say: I am doing a 5 words in 5 days starting tomorrow 3/14/16
I will put in a linky if you want to do the same on your blog - if not, that's okay too!
This was not one of the greatest weeks of the year. I thought it would have been great seeing as how it was a short week for me - had taken Monday off. It actually started on the right tune, but I got yet another sore throat on Thursday that has now turned into a cough AGAIN. I feel like I have been on this merry go round since October - Strep Throat, Bronchitis, Sinus Infections,.....
I see no future at my current job, however the pay is good and it is tolerable. I don't really have the energy to look for something else. I have learned to just turn my emotions off once I walk in the door. I work the hours I am expected to and nothing more.
The biggest WOW moment of the week happened on Saturday morning when Michelle and I went to the farmers market. On the way home she told me that nothing was really working in her life and if it didnt get better she didn't see any point in being here. NOW what do you say to that? I called her about an hour later and told her I loved her very much and I would be really sad if she did anything to herself. She told me she wasn't going to do anything. It is just so hard to watch a child go through so much anxiety, depression and stress and know that you cannot do a thing about it.