Happy New Year!
I have been thinking about this blog for quite a while and really wasn't sure what to do with it.
I have been 'writing' letters to my family to express what I have been going through, but I'm not 100% sure I want to post them for anyone to see.
You see, I am a very private person, but writing has always been an outlet for my dreams, my fears, my disappointments, etc (You get the point)
I also have an addictive personality so what happened when I started blogging is that I set certain expectations for myself and then couldn't, wouldn't or didn't want to live up to them which in turn made me shut down the blog.
What I think I have realized is that this blog is for me, about me and me-centric. I think I lost that when I participated and even hosted weekly memes that had nothing to do with that.
I used to be obsessed with comments and how many I could get but now I'm not sure I care anymore.
I guess what I'm saying is welcome to 2016! Let's just see what the future brings.
Sunday, December 27, 2015
Friday, March 27, 2015
Shutting down
Dear anyone.....
Life has taken so many twists and turns with me that I am going to shut down my blog.
Who knows...there might be more stories in the future...but right now I need to concentrate on my own story.
To keep in touch you can always reach me at brendagladden@yahoo.com or my facebook page at:
https://www.facebook.com/brenda.youngermangladden
wishing you all happiness along the journey...............................
Life has taken so many twists and turns with me that I am going to shut down my blog.
Who knows...there might be more stories in the future...but right now I need to concentrate on my own story.
To keep in touch you can always reach me at brendagladden@yahoo.com or my facebook page at:
https://www.facebook.com/brenda.youngermangladden
wishing you all happiness along the journey...............................
Thursday, March 26, 2015
What club are you in?
(If you want to send me words that you would like us all to ponder - please feel free to do so!)
I always wanted to be a part of a club that meant something....didn't happen.
When I was in 2nd grade I became a Blue Bird which in turn became a Camp Fire Girl.....have you ever heard of this club? Didn't think so..... but you have heard of the Girl Scouts....wrong club for me!!!
Then I joined an organization called BBYO --- ever heard of it... didn't think so!
I guess I always joined the wrong club....
But that is not to say that I never went clubbing (well, actually, I never did! the bar scene was never really for me.)
But the real reason I came up with this word was because of all the police brutality that is occuring all over the US ---what with billy clubs (excuse me??) and Tasers and Shootings.. that is one club I don't want to be a part of.
Please let me know what you think of this diverse word and link up.
Happy Pondering!
Thursday, March 19, 2015
Crude to you too!
(If you want to send me words that you would like us all to ponder - please feel free to do so!)
Why is it called crude oil? Does that mean it is before it is refined?
So does that really mean is before refinement?
A crude comment is certainly not refined.
Nor is a crude person
But then why wouldn't a diamond straight out of the earth be called a crude diamond?
This is indeed an interesting work.
Happy Pondering....
Sunday, March 15, 2015
Sunday Fiction - Chapter 23
All previous chapters can be found on the fiction page
Methodically
Bruce went through the crew members to determine what he knew about them.
Starting with Stuart he knew that he as in his early twenties and this was his
first expedition. He had studied cartography at a college near his home in
Missouri. He had always been fascinated when his dad told him stories.
Growing
up Lyle had been absent more than present as he was constantly on expeditions;
but the times he was home were the best for Stuart. He decided to follow in his
dads’ footsteps and then maybe get to spend more time with him. It didn’t really make sense that the two of
them would have been on this ship since 1993 because Stuart would have still
been in high school. That did not mean, however that Lyle hadn’t been attached
since the beginning. He might be a good resource to speak with.
Matt
appeared to be in his early forties and his background was military. He had
left the Navy in the early 90’s and found that commercial flying was just not
in his nature. He’d hired himself out since then. He had no family waiting for
him at home, so long voyages meant nothing.
Joe
had a similar background to Matt. In fact they had both been in Navy Seal
training together. From what Bruce had
gathered, the two men reconnected after they had left the Navy and sold
themselves as a team. Joe however, had a wife and family waiting for him in
Tennessee. Bruce was unclear whether or not Joe had actually been on the
mission since 1993. He would make a point to ask him at dinner.
Carl,
the ship’s captain was in his mid fifties and had always been at sea (so to speak).
He had no family waiting for him and could definitely been with the expedition
since 1993. His overall non-knowledge of the excursion left Bruce with no
reason to question him again.
Steve
had been very clear with him that he had nothing to hide and would give him
straight answers. That left Monica and Jack. What did he really know about
them? He knew that Monica was in charge of the expedition and that Jack said he
was a linguist. Was that a lie as well?
Jack had straight out told him that they were in the middle of the
Atlantic Ocean. That was definitely not true. He had told him he was a linguist
and was there in case of indigenous tribes. Didn’t indigenous tribes exist in
the Amazon region? Why would there be indigenous tribes on islands in the
Atlantic?
Bruce
thought hard about what he remembered from school about geography. If he
recalled correctly, there used to be a land mass called Pangaea where all land
was connected. It took centuries to separate the land masses into what were now
considered continents. Wouldn’t the existing islands have been a part of the original
mass? And wouldn’t that in turn make it so that all of the tribes on the
islands were one time associated with the tribes on the mainland? There wouldn’t
be a need for a linguist.
But
if the real target was the Amazon River in the first place, a linguist would be
necessary. There were areas along that riverbank and inland from there that had
never been visited by modern man. Bruce remembered the stories of cannibalism
and sacrifices from the movies. What if they were true? If they were, why would
this team be involved? Bruce did not
think that Jack would answer any of these questions honestly, but he could
always try.
Monica
was the biggest mystery of all. She appeared to be in her early thirties. She had
said she’d been hired to map out uncharted islands, but she certainly knew they
were in the middle of the Amazon and not the middle of the Atlantic. She had
seemed to be interested in finding the remains of the wrecked shipped his
family had been on. Was that normal curiosity, or was it more than that? What
was her purpose for lying and why was she so generous to offer him such a job?
And what was his job?
It seemed
to Bruce when he’d finished going through the list that he needed to have a
serious talk with Lyle, Joe, Jack and Monica.
Thursday, March 12, 2015
Cap it off!
(If you want to send me words that you would like us all to ponder - please feel free to do so!)
This is such a great word to play with!!!
Baseball cap - love them!!
Graduation cap ----
Caps for when it is cold:
Caps of uniforms:
Silly Caps:
Lipstick Cap
Cap off a leak
Cradle Cap
Did I miss any?
Happy Pondering!
Monday, March 9, 2015
Sunday Fiction - Chapter 22
Bruce
had no idea where to go from there. Carl was the captain; but he didn’t know
the real reason for this excursion.
Bruce knew deep inside his sole that someone on this ship knew the real
reason for the expedition. He hoped that Jack had not lied to him; but one
could never be completely sure of that. His dealings with Stuart seemed to be
straight forward and he didn’t really think that Lyle knew anything different.
The father and son team seemed to be symbiotic.
That
left him with the helicopter pilots – Matt and Joe. They seemed to be exactly what they purported
to be, helicopter pilots. They were sent out to look for things and most likely
had no idea of the general plan. The pay was good, and they had no family. Why
not join a crew for two years?
Steve
had mentioned to him that he would be more than willing to answer any questions
he had, and that he would be straight with him. Perhaps now was the time to ask
Steve the pressing questions.
He
left his cabin and went to find Steve. It was mid-day so Bruce figured that
Steve would be preparing the evening meal. He headed towards the galley and it
appeared to be empty. Entering the door that Steve came through each night at
dinner he figured he would find the kitchen. What he found behind that door
stunned him.
Charts
and maps covered the wall. There were different colored pins and threads
interweaving and connecting them. But that was not the strangest part. There
was also a time line that had the same threads leading to the pins on the maps.
The timeline began in July of 1993. He
had been told this ‘expedition’ was a two year endeavor, but looking at the
times he realized he had been lied to yet again.
Head
throbbing, Bruce attempted to make any sense out of the charts. What he could
determine is that everything started from Texas. Was that a coincidence? He
could have sworn Monica told him they were based out of Washington D.C.
Leaving
the room with more questions than answers he decided it was time to go get some
fresh air and clear his head. Aiming
towards the helipad he had not anticipated running into anybody. Although he
was not clears on everyone’s responsibilities, it was obvious that everyone was
occupied most of the time. For all he knew they were in their individual
cabins.
The
helicopter was not on the deck, so that meant Joe and Matt were not here. He
ambled over to the chart room and noticed that neither Lyle nor Stuart were in
there. He’d never been very good at geography, but he thought he might
determine something from the maps. He saw that there were several binders with
different dates on them. He started at the first one he could find. It was
dated July, 1993.
Opening
the binder and slowly turning the pages he was able to determine that this was
not just a map of the area, but a map of the journey as well. It appeared as if
1993 was spent in the Gulf of Mexico.
Pulling
down the binder marked 1994 he saw that the journey led this crew to the
Caribbean. It appeared as if they made stops at several of the known islands as
well as several of the unknown islands. There were notes on new islands they
had discovered.
These
binders also provided Bruce with more questions than answers and at this point
he wasn’t even sure whom to trust to get the answers.
Thursday, March 5, 2015
When the bough breaks....
(If you want to send me words that you would like us all to ponder - please feel free to do so!)
With Grand Baby #4 due in three months it is time to pull the cradle back out - not that these children of mine have given me much time in between babies!
A cradle is something that a baby can sleep in, or you could actually cradle the baby in your arms.
And then of course there is cradle cap - which is a very misleading name as it has to do with the head of a baby!
Have you ever seen an animal cradle a prized toy, treat or person?
Can you explain why a hammock is called a hammock and not a cradle?
Happy Pondering!
Sunday, March 1, 2015
Sunday Fiction - Chapter 21
For previous entries please visit the fiction page
Steve told Bruce that he should remain bed ridden for a couple of days and to take it easy. He was not completely sure what had caused the black out, but he wanted to make sure that it didn’t happen again.
While
Bruce remained in his room the questions swirled like a tornado in his brain.
Who would really know what they were doing? Would Carl have the answers? After
all how could you be captain of a ship if you had no idea what the mission is?
Or did Lyle know? It was fairly obvious that if they were in the middle of the
Amazon River, which was a river, there would not be islands present. There was
either the shore, or the other shore.
Perhaps
they weren’t really charting islands, but were in fact charting indigenous
tribes? If that were the case, why make such an elaborate showing of ‘charting
islands?’
Would
Monica tell him the truth? He doubted it as she’d been lying to him the entire
time he’d been there. But the one he mistrusted the most at this point was
Jack. He thought the man had been truthful and it turned out this was all part
of one very large charade.
Did
Matt or Joe know? How could a helicopter crew not know where they were? But
when Bruce thought about it, they had never told him what they were doing. They
simply appeared and picked him up. Perhaps they were telling the truth when
they said they’d seen his fire and went back to investigate. The biggest
problem right now was that no one seemed to know where he’d been picked up
from. There was absolutely no way that the boat had drifted to the Amazon
River, and there was no way he’d been stranded on one of the shores. He had
definitely been on an island!
Steve
brought him lunch and dinner for two days; no one else came by. On the third
day he left his room and began to explore the ship. Because all the doors
looked exactly the same it was difficult to determine what was behind them. He went up the deck and then went in search
of the captain’s perch. He knew where the galley was, as that was where they
shared meals; but other than that he did not know what was on that level.
There
was the helipad, which took up nearly one third of the deck. As he walked away
from the helipad he saw a door that led inside, but on the same level. He entered
the door and discovered another set of halls. He did not know much about the
structure of boats or ships, but logic mandated that the captain would have to
see the way the ship was going; therefore he had to be at the other end of the
ship from the helipad. It did not take long to find the door. He knocked on it
before opening and was stunned when he did. This room was definitely at the
front of the ship. It had windows just like the galley; a whole bank
surrounding the room. Carl was sitting there reading what appeared to be a
newspaper. At the sound of Bruce entering he lifted his head. A bright smile
crossed his face at the sight of the young man.
“Well,
well, you found your way to the hub of the adventure!”
Bruce
smiled back and said, “Yes I did. It took me a while, but I found you. The view up here is amazing.”
“Well
you can’t very well commandeer a ship if you don’t know what lies ahead. We
have maps and charts, but this area can be quite tricky.”
Bruce
asked, “Have you done this before?”
“What?
Captained a ship?”
Bruce
laughed, “No. Taken a ship up the Amazon.”
“Oh
yes, many times,” Carl replied. “But how do you know that is where we are?”
“Steve
told me.”
“Ah.”
“Can
you tell me why we are riding up the Amazon? I don’t really believe it has
anything to do with charting unknown islands. There wouldn’t be any islands off
of a river.”
Carl’s
smile had left his face. He looked straight and Bruce and answered with earnest,
“Honestly son, I have no idea. I was hired to run the ship. I was not told
about the mission and truth be told, the pay was so good I didn’t really care.
I spend most of my time by myself in here. I don’t have much interaction with anyone
else. This has actually been a fairly easy adventure for me. We move a few
hundred kilometers and then we put down anchor and stay put for a month. Then
we do it again.”
Bruce’s
eyebrows arched, “And you never wondered why?”
“Son,
I don’t get paid to wonder.”
Thursday, February 26, 2015
Lay the brick
(If you want to send me words that you would like us all to ponder - please feel free to do so!)
I have been paying much more attention to yards as I will have to create a brand new at my new home. I will have approximately 12' x 60' worth of area and am determining what I want to do with it.
When I had this opportunity before I built brick planters - old fashioned style with the red bricks layered 3 high. But this time I have been looking at other types of bricks
I really like these: I actually always have. With the rounded edges a straight line is not imperative
Then there are these: I'm not sure that these are really considered bricks, much more like sculpted rocks.
Now there are other uses of this word, but I really believe that the term brick might just mean something that is shaped - well like a brick!
How about you? Any thoughts today?
Happy Pondering
Sunday, February 22, 2015
Sunday Fiction - Chapter 20
For previous entries please visit the fiction page
With freedom to roam, Bruce started exploring the ‘ship.’ It felt good not to be confined in his room and as he started walking more he realized that he had lost some of the muscle tone he’d garnered on the island. The first day we explored he headed for the fresh air. All the hallways looked exactly the same, so it took several attempts to actually find the correct door. He didn’t mind though as he went from hall to hall with matching décor and doors.
By
the time he found the right door he was sorely disappointed to exit and be
barraged with rain. The skies were a deep gray, bordering on black, and the
rain fell in big droplets. He raised his head towards the sky and accepted the
water, but only for about two minutes.
Although
it was raining, it was not cold. That didn’t really phase him until later in
the day when he remembered that is was November, or even December by now. When
he had been on the island he noticed there was a slight changing of the seasons
and in the winter when the rain came down there was a definite chill in the
air. Were they not in the same region as the island he’d been stranded on? Had
this whole thing been a rouse?
That
evening at dinner Bruce asked Stuart if he could check out the maps the next
day. He intimated that he’d always been
interested in geography and looking at the way the world was put together was
fascinating. Stuart agreed and after dinner showed Bruce where the map room
was. They agreed to meet first thing in the morning.
As
Steve put out another amazing dinner of beef stew, buttered noodles, fresh corn
and strawberry shortcake for dessert, Bruce asked, “Do you ever catch and eat
the local fish?”
The
room immediately went bone chilling silent. Steve looked straight at Bruce and
replied, “There are no edible fish within a thousand miles of here. I would
strongly recommend not entering the water as that will be the last thing you
do.”
Bruce
stared back and just said, “Okay.” But his head was spinning. He had lived off
of the fish he’d caught off the island and if what they had told him was true,
it was not over one thousand miles away. So that meant either Steve was lying
to him, or both Jack and Monica had.
He
said his ‘good-nights’ immediately after dinner. After seeing where the map
room was located he made his way back to his room. He paced the room and tried
to piece together all of the information he had at his disposal. He had lied to
Stuart about his love of geography. Truth be told, he couldn’t even tell you
where the seven seas were, much less all of the known islands in their
vicinity. But, he had never heard of dangerous fish in the Atlantic Ocean other
than sharks. Bruce had this sinking feeling in his stomach that this floating
island was nowhere near the Atlantic Ocean.
After
a restless night of very little sleep, Bruce met Stuart in the map room. Lyle was
sitting at a large drafting table with bright lights above it. Stuart explained
that his dad was charting the new course for the next month based upon what
they had already found. Bruce looked at the paper that was spread out and all
he could see were grid lines and blue spots.
“How
do you even know what you’re looking at?” Bruce asked.
Stuart
smiled and answered, “The grid lines are longitude and latitude, and the dots
are either known islands or discovered islands. Although you can’t see it, the
dots actually have numbers and there are corresponding charts of those spots.
Come on over here and I’ll show you.”
They
went over to a smaller table and Stuart pulled out a chart that had an island
shape configured. There were notations of water sources, jungles, vegetation
and inhabitants.
“You
do this for every island out here?”
“Yes,
that’s our job,” Stuart said.
“So
do you have a map that is somewhere in between the one your dad is working on
and the detailed map? You know something that shows the islands in proximity to
other islands and large land masses.”
“Sure,”
Stuart said, “Let me get one for you.”
As
Stuart laid out the map Bruce had requested, it was apparent that they were not
in the Atlantic Ocean. He tried to determine the exact location, but when he
saw the word ‘Brazil’ on both the left and right, he began to feel woozy.
Stuart grabbed him just before he hit the floor.
Bruce
opened his eyes and saw a bright light shining. “Ah, good, you’re back amongst
the living.”
Steve
was leaning over him with a miniature flashlight. “Can you follow my finger
with your eyes?” Bruce did as he was
asked. “Good, now can you sit up?” Bruce attempted to sit up.
“What
happened?” Bruce asked.
“You
passed out,” Steve said. “But none of us can figure out why.”
Bruce’s
eyes swept the room and did not see anyone else there besides Steve. “Are you a
doctor?”
“Yes
sir.”
“But
you’re the cook.”
“That’s
only because no one else on this contraption can cook worth crap. I got tired
of eating barely passable food, so I volunteered. Best decision I’ve made.”
Bruce
blinked a few times and then asked, “Steve, where are we?”
“The
Amazon river.”
Bruce
gasped. “Why would Monica and Jack tell me that we were in the Atlantic Ocean
if we aren’t?”
“Can’t
answer you on that one,” Steve replied. “But what I can tell you is that you
can trust me and that if you need straight answers just ask.”
“Thanks,”
Bruce said. “I thought I could trust everyone, but obviously I was wrong.” He stopped
and thought before asking the next question. “What are we really doing here?”
Thursday, February 19, 2015
Bail for fun
(If you want to send me words that you would like us all to ponder - please feel free to do so!)
So here is a tidbit from my past that I rarely think about: When I was a little girl our parents (3 bros and I) enrolled us in sailing classes every summer. We would sail sabots (little 8 foot sailboats). I was quite small and would often capsize. I remember that when I took water into the boat I would be told to bail. So that is my first impression of this word, however now that I've grown a bit older I find that I am constantly having to bail my kids out of financial jams.... (well not so constantly any more - but does it end???)
And then of course there are the Bail Bondsmen all over the place. Never quite understood why posting money was considered bail when I always thought the word was used to empty - or save something.
Around Halloween many mazes are made from a bale of hay.... not sure if I've ever seen that word used in any other meaning...
How about you? Any ideas on bail?
Happy Pondering!
Sunday, February 15, 2015
Thursday, February 12, 2015
To be a brute or not to be
(If you want to send me words that you would like us all to ponder - please feel free to do so!)
I think of strength when I think of Brute.
It is like Brute force ---but then I wander (ponder) off to Brutus - that is an old Roman name and I am thinking it too meant strength (now how would you know when a child is born that he is going to be strong?)
And then there is just a brute - that is a mean spirited person - sort of like a bully only stronger!
This is what I found when I looked for images under Brute:
Not really sure what this is!
How about you...what does this word conjure up?
Happy Pondering
Sunday, February 8, 2015
Sunday Fiction - Chapter 19
“What
if I asked to go home?” Bruce asked Monica. He did not care for her dismissive
answer regarding ‘the facts.’
“I
would have to tell you that not only do we not have any capacity to get you
back to Nebraska, and the best we could do is drop you off in D.C. next time I
go to report. But that even if we did get you to D.C. how would you get to
Nebraska on your own? Do you have any funds at your disposal?”
Bruce
hadn’t thought of that. If he had been gone for seven years he doubted that any
of the accounts were still open. But wouldn’t someone have to have him declared
legally dead. Was that an automatic thing when there was not activity on
accounts? And if in fact he had no money, how was he going to survive?
“I’m
not sure,” Bruce answered. “I hadn’t really thought about that. What are you proposing, if you hadn’t planned
on taking me home?”
Monica’s
green eyes locked into Bruce’s, searching for some sort of hope and replied, “I
was thinking that as long as you accidentally landed in this project that we
should make some use of your knowledge.”
“How
would you do that?”
“I
would like to officially introduce you to the rest of the crew. They only know
that we picked someone up in the middle of the night. I was leery of doing any introductions
until you were well rested and had your voice back. Now that you do I think it
would be great to let them know who you are and what you’ve been through. We
have been out here for almost seven months; you have been out here for seven
years! Your knowledge is valuable to this project. I would also arrange to have
you paid so that when the project is done you would have some funds to get
home.”
Bruce
thought about that and responded, “Can I think about this for a little while?
It is a bit overwhelming to be offered a job right in the middle of finding out
that I have been missing for seven years. If I accept that means I would be
gone for over nine years by the time I get back.”
“You
can certainly think about it,” Monica said, “But I would advise you to weigh
your options carefully. If we have any chance of finding the island your mother
is still on, you are the only one who would recognize it.”
Bruce
grimaced, “I see your point.” He looked around his room, at the blank walls and
the singular bed. “I suppose if you put it that way, I don’t really have any
other options but to stay and help you.”
Monica
smiled.
“Just
out of curiosity, how much are paying me for my assistance?”
“There
are seventeen months left on our contract and every member receives twenty
thousand dollars for every month they stay, as long as they complete the
mission. So in your case, assuming you remain until the end, you will receive
three hundred forty thousand dollars.”
Bruce
gasped. When he had left for the family vacation he had to postpone a job offer
for forty thousand dollars a year. Here is was seven years later and he was
being offered a vast amount of money. “Monica, when you put it that way; I’m
not really sure that I have any other options.”
“I
was hoping you would feel that way! Welcome to the team.”’
Bruce
joined the rest of the crew that evening for a meal. Jack had come to his room
to escort him so that he wouldn’t be alone. Bruce’s emotions were all over the
board. He was excited and apprehensive at the same time. It had been a very
long time since he had ‘sat’ down for a meal with people.
Entering
the room he saw six people sitting around a rectangular shaped table. The
dining area had windows and he saw a vast ocean surrounding them. As soon as approached the table all of the
people got up from their seats. Monica was the first to reach him and said,
with a huge smile on her face, “Welcome to the team!”
A
fair-haired man, who could not have been more than twenty-five introduced
himself, “Hi, I’m Matt. We’ve actually met before, but you probably don’t
remember. You and I shared one hell of a ride off an island into a helicopter.”
A
man, not much older than Matt said, “I’m Joe, and I was the one making sure that
helicopter didn’t fall out of the sky!”
A
gentleman who appeared to be in his early fifties grasped Bruce’s hand and
said, “Son, I am so glad you are joining us. My name is Lyle and I have been charting
unchartered land since before you were born.”
“Hi,
I’m Stuart,” A small man with wire-rimmed glasses stated. “I work with my dad to make sure the charts
are accurate.” Bruce looked from Stuart
to Lyle and faintly saw a familial resemblance.
A
burly man or short stature appeared in front of Bruce. “My name’s Carl and I am
the captain of this ship!”
Just
then a man entered the room pushing a cart of steaming food. “Howdy! My name’s
Steve and if you don’t like the food….too darn bad!” The whole room broke into laughter.
Steve
proceeded to place plates upon the table. A plate of steaming vegetables, a
bowl of mashed potatoes, sliced roast beef, a bowl of gravy and horseradish sauces.
Bruce’s mouth watered at the sight of so much food. He took a seat at the
table. Jack and Steve did the same. As Bruce
was eating he wondered how and why he got to this place, but the absolute
deliciousness of the food he was eating overpowered any other thoughts in his
mind.
Thursday, February 5, 2015
Branching out
(If you want to send me words that you would like us all to ponder - please feel free to do so!)
I walked into my branch of the bank and looked at the branches of the plants and trees that surrounded it and I loved this word!
I have this one tree in my backyard (a persimmon tree) that has huge leaves on it, when there are leaves on it; but now it looks lonely with branches and no leaves.... There is something lonely about a tree without leaves, don't you think.
Some branches are thick and some are thin. check these out:
You know that picture makes me think of reindeer antlers - they look just like branches - so why are they called antlers??? or why aren't tree branches called antlers?
Now that is something to ponder!
Link up and let me know what you think!
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