Completing the first full week of 2016 I would definitely say that I am on the right path. I won't pretend to say that I haven't tripped a time or two, but the challenges are getting less difficult and the behavioral changes I wanted to make are taking from.
Work became much easier when I change my attitude and make it be a "let it Go" or don't become the salmon and try to go upstream. Just go with the flow.
I have caught myself being negative and in most pats have been able to turn it around. But just the very fact that I caught myself is a major kudos to me!
I have definitely done more things for myself and am trying to sever the ball of yarn that is wrapped around my children's lives. I don't think I'm doing them any good by not pushing them out of the nest. Michelle made the comment this week that she doesn't want to accept a job for minimum wage because it is not enough money. OK - reality check here - since when is ANY amount of money worse than NONE?
Still no wod from jared although i did send him a text message this week telling him I respected his wishes and that I love him no matter what. I think the solution to this one is really just let the time pass.
I am ending my week on a great note with a massage this morning and cuddle time. I have to go to bed early so I can get up at 3 to be at work by 4AM -
Congratulations Brenda!! You are doing great