So part of my 'me' year includes resuming counseling.
I met a brand new worman and I instantly clicked with her. Before I knew it an hour had passed and she had all my history pin pointed.
She asked me a few questions I just have to mull over.
Have I processed my divorce (it has been 23 years)
Do I understand my emotions
Who am I?
It is very difficult to believe that at the mid point of my life I cannot really answer those questions - but the exciting part will be the journey to find out.
She also made some keen observations:
1. The system failed me
2. My voice has been squashed
3. My guilt has to be let go of.
4. I have multiple personas.